I’m only just realizing thst the “Catnip” is likely planted. Look st the movement of the cops hand in the second gif. Looks more like he’s passing it from hand to hand
In the second gifset you can even see the bag underneath the armour so yeah its v much planted
after analyzing every possible chess game using a quantum computer we have determined that the optimal strategy is to move the horseys around. this is literally unbeatable
Things are unbelievably desperate. I’m trying to figure out how to buy groceries and pay utility bills with $25. I’ve devastated the local church food pantry and have 4 eggs and celery, some condiments spices, rice left in the fridge. And it’s utterly humiliating.
July 20, 2:28 pm
In a mixture of heartbroken depression and fever, vomiting and chills, I forgot late bills explode. So after a minor grocery shopping I still can not pay the $200 bill.
July 21st, 2021, 1:40pm
I was just able to pay the most urgent bill, that would have been shut off at midnight. It leaves little for food or the next imminent bill, energy. Which after 2 weeks of 90+ heat I’m genuinely afraid to open and then there’s the spector of rent. I’m in such an intensely vulnerable position because my landlord is planning to sell their house and is considering the place I live in, despite being too small, as a stopgap. Meanwhile, I’m devastated from my personal life, to such a degree that many days I can’t get out of bed let alone organize a contingency plan. My soul is so injured I can’t breath and I can’t make art. Somehow that part of myself that made it through loosing everything and terrorizing vulnerability and still grow and make beauty has finally been broken and I can’t, even as I try, make art or beauty. What has always been easy won’t work. And Im scared it won’t heal because it never before has been broken. Even when I was too broken it was there it just be picked up as I pleased.
And even I am ruined I have to make sure I don’t let my greif capsize another life. The life raft I’ve built for myself and my two dependents is so fragile but it’s all we have and I have to keep it afloat above all else. Even as I’m totally shattered.
July 26th, 2:32pm
Im still absolutely destitute. I used what came in to pay internet, phone andwater and buy a few days worth of groceries. As a result there’s nothing left for upcoming rent and August utilities. My last sale lapsed but a new one is on. 60% most things and 70% off large pieces.
July 28th 12 am
Im so fucked up. I’m hurting emotionally, I’m stressed so awfully because I have no wiggle room on getting rent on time. Landlord’s are considering selling their house and the idea, that isn’t gained much traction with most family members, is that they could take over the house until the new one is built. It’s not a workable solution for a family with two teenagers to have a 2 bed/1.5 baths. But it will be easier if im not pristine on being bang on time with rent. And here I am with a few dollars and facing the end of the month. It’s literally given me a migraine. My first really since late November. So the stress that is helping to cause the pain is putting me out of commission do anything. And so I genuinely apologize if art posts are a little light for 2 or 3 days. It hurts to look at the phone but I wanted to explain and apologize.
No wonder my whole body is tense and I have my first bad migraine in months. This just hasn’t been the summer I thought it would be.
trans guy 1: dude how did you grow an adam’s apple
trans guy 2: sheer force of will
this was from my freshman year of college, shortly after I came out, when someone sent me to hang out with these two (somehwat) older trans guys to show me that it was gonna be okay
one of them told me about how he got his gender marker changed before it was technically allowed. what he did was he waited until he grew a beard, and then he walked into the dmv and pointed at the f on his liscense and said “there’s been a mistake” and they were like “oh sorry about that sir”
